So.

I haven't written any poetry lately. I suppose I probably should.

Sorry(to the one person that is following me) that I haven't had my creative juices flowing lately.

And I'm sure if you actually do read this you will chuckle at my statement above.

My fingertips are cold.

Psycho

Does thy severed head appear
To whisper silence in my ear
Though at one point I wished sane
Through the years none did I gain
As I walk down streets so cold
Children run from stories told
And with a noose hung round this tree
I shall not fright
I shall not flee
Now hanging limply all alone
All my sin I shall atone

Friends to Lovers

Tell me please 
Why your heart's not beating
I just walked in
And there you lie
You look so pale
With wrists stained red
I feel so lonely
Holding your body
When you're not touching back
Why did you leave me
We promised each other
Friends forever
There's something important
That I really need to say
I love you so much
ANd have for a while now 
I already miss you
I found it
Your weapon 
What you used to carve
The poison within your veins
Blood is pouring from my palm
I'm gripping it so tightly 
Tears fall from my eyes 
As I drag it down my wrists
I feel so cold
Wait, I see you
Why are you crying
You're begging me to stop
But I can't 
I want you
I need you
I'm here 
For now and forever
You run to me 
Clinging like you are still alive.
"I love you too...."

Moo.

What are you saying?
I can't hear you 
What are you seeing
I'm not near you
Is it dark or light
Maybe dull or bright
Are you lonely?
Or sorry?
Maybe both....
Why did you leave me?!?
Did I make you angry??
Did you feel abandoned?
Maybe both...
I hope you are okay...
I'm worried..
Are you hurt,
Dying,
Or maybe,
You are already gone...
I'm so sorry!
For everything!!
When I told you I hated you,
I was angry,
I didn't mean it..
i want you back
For now and forever..
It's not over...
Not yet...

Tell Me Please

Tell me please
I'm asking why
Why did mommy
Have to die
In my room
Alone I try
To figure out
And wonder why
Dad's not happy
At least he tries
I still see through
His many lies
"I love you Mommy.."
With a quiet sigh
And look down to see
My arm's red dye...

To Someone That Doesn't Matter

It hurts, so much
Seeing you two
Eyes locked, fingers laced
I'm so scared, there's nothing to do
Do you realize what it's like
Feeling like me.
Knowing I'm not good enough
You probably can't see
I feel broken to you
Sinply and obsolete doll
To bend, and break, and tear, and fix
But my room for error is much too small...
Where can I go..?
You left me for dead
So old, so alone
As I lay down in bed.
"I'm sorry.." I whimpered
Tears fall down my face
"Am I really that ugly?!?
Am I such a disgrace??"
Alone forever
As I sleep underground
And you stand above me
A few tears fall down
"It's my fault, I know it.."
As he falls to his knees
"Give her back now..
I'm begging you please.."
I reach out to you,
And try to hold on.
But alas, grasp nothing..
I'm already dead to you...

Magical Nightmare

A magic place 
Within my dreams 
Filled with black 
And silent screams 
Where pain is constant 
And love's a lie 
Where you'll go too 
When you finally die 
don't try and run 
You won't get far 
Last thing in sight 
A lone, dull star 
Go ahead, try to hide 
It won't take long 
To draw you out 
With their deadly song 
The faceless are coming for all of us...