Psycho

Does thy severed head appear
To whisper silence in my ear
Though at one point I wished sane
Through the years none did I gain
As I walk down streets so cold
Children run from stories told
And with a noose hung round this tree
I shall not fright
I shall not flee
Now hanging limply all alone
All my sin I shall atone

Friends to Lovers

Tell me please 
Why your heart's not beating
I just walked in
And there you lie
You look so pale
With wrists stained red
I feel so lonely
Holding your body
When you're not touching back
Why did you leave me
We promised each other
Friends forever
There's something important
That I really need to say
I love you so much
ANd have for a while now 
I already miss you
I found it
Your weapon 
What you used to carve
The poison within your veins
Blood is pouring from my palm
I'm gripping it so tightly 
Tears fall from my eyes 
As I drag it down my wrists
I feel so cold
Wait, I see you
Why are you crying
You're begging me to stop
But I can't 
I want you
I need you
I'm here 
For now and forever
You run to me 
Clinging like you are still alive.
"I love you too...."

Moo.

What are you saying?
I can't hear you 
What are you seeing
I'm not near you
Is it dark or light
Maybe dull or bright
Are you lonely?
Or sorry?
Maybe both....
Why did you leave me?!?
Did I make you angry??
Did you feel abandoned?
Maybe both...
I hope you are okay...
I'm worried..
Are you hurt,
Dying,
Or maybe,
You are already gone...
I'm so sorry!
For everything!!
When I told you I hated you,
I was angry,
I didn't mean it..
i want you back
For now and forever..
It's not over...
Not yet...

Tell Me Please

Tell me please
I'm asking why
Why did mommy
Have to die
In my room
Alone I try
To figure out
And wonder why
Dad's not happy
At least he tries
I still see through
His many lies
"I love you Mommy.."
With a quiet sigh
And look down to see
My arm's red dye...

To Someone That Doesn't Matter

It hurts, so much
Seeing you two
Eyes locked, fingers laced
I'm so scared, there's nothing to do
Do you realize what it's like
Feeling like me.
Knowing I'm not good enough
You probably can't see
I feel broken to you
Sinply and obsolete doll
To bend, and break, and tear, and fix
But my room for error is much too small...
Where can I go..?
You left me for dead
So old, so alone
As I lay down in bed.
"I'm sorry.." I whimpered
Tears fall down my face
"Am I really that ugly?!?
Am I such a disgrace??"
Alone forever
As I sleep underground
And you stand above me
A few tears fall down
"It's my fault, I know it.."
As he falls to his knees
"Give her back now..
I'm begging you please.."
I reach out to you,
And try to hold on.
But alas, grasp nothing..
I'm already dead to you...

Magical Nightmare

A magic place 
Within my dreams 
Filled with black 
And silent screams 
Where pain is constant 
And love's a lie 
Where you'll go too 
When you finally die 
don't try and run 
You won't get far 
Last thing in sight 
A lone, dull star 
Go ahead, try to hide 
It won't take long 
To draw you out 
With their deadly song 
The faceless are coming for all of us... 

Just Give Up

These lines that separate 
A desperate cry for order 
In an unorderly world 
Their pleas sinking 
Down into nothingness 
The deafening silence 
Breaking the small shred 
Of what little sanity 
One may have to himself 
Wishes for things unthinkable 
For happiness and joy 
The one person 
You forever, your always 
But forever is a lie 
As is always 
In the end you're hurt 
And you've hurt many 
You have broken 
Torn, mangled, and destroyed 
Anyone that's ever met anything 
You have been stabbed 
Crushed, thrown, and demolished 
By everyone you've ever loved 
You will die alone 
Drowning in your own 
Pitiful sorrow 
And so shall I die 
In the same exact manner 
All the human race 
Is honestly capable of 
Is pain. 
Give up now 
There's nothing left for any of us 
Except for a dull, painful ending 
Brought on by our own selfishness and stupidity. 

You're my angel

Fighting here

With you gone

Seems quite

Suicidal

But I see

Nothing wrong

With that now

Cause you've left

I'm alone

Without you

Life seems so

Pointless

I would die

If it means

I'm with you

I don't know Where you are

But I swear

To God I'll find you

ven if there's

Nothing left

To be found

I have a feeling

Deep inside me

That your hearts

No longer beating

But my search

For you will

Never end

Cause you're mine

That won't change

Unless you wish

It to be so

I want

No I need

You by my side

You're my savior

You're my angel

You're the essence

Of perfection

When you're gone

The void

Just seems to grow

So I have

Just one question

A plea if you may

Can I be

The one you turn to

When your eyes

Are hot and streaming

And when the smile

On your face

Just seems to glow

I suppose I should

Stop stalling

And tell you

Now straight out

I want to be

Your castle

Your haven

In this darkness

Come flea

To my arms

You are safe

I'm your prince

I'm your servant

I'm your shining

Knight in armor

I'm here waiting

For your late

Return to me

Just know

That I love you

I want to

Be your always

Your forever.

I'd go through hell

All that pain

If it meant

My angel would

Return to me

The silence is hard

To bear

I wait loyally

For your gorgeous

Wings to fly you

Back to me

You saved me

Once before

Now I'm asking

Please now,

Wait for me

I'll come soon..

Long-Distance Relationships

Breathing seems so trival

When you aren't here

Falling in love with you

But not this distance

A night together

With an angel in my arms

These stories in my mind

All based around you

So coldly aware

They're all in my head

Asking why turned old

So very long ago...

Memories

Black and white photos

Filling up my mind

Lost in these memories

Cause they're all I have left

My heavy lids rise and

Another picture leaves me

Wishing you were back

Right here in my arms

Cause I swear

It's where you belong

But you're gone

Far beyond my reach

Darling, come back

I swear I'll try

I can make you happy

I know I don't deserve it

But a second chance

Is all I ask for..

Loneliness

Sitting in this room, so cold

Wishing you were here

I want to be within your arms

You whisk away my fear

I'm asking you to stay forever

Promise you won't go.

I know that it won't happen

But I'm wishing it were so

Many days and nights pass by

As I wallow in self-hate

Wanting you to save me

From my sad and lonely fate.

Madness? Darling, this is fun.

Simply drop this guillotine

Chopping off your head

Flowing tears of loved ones

A heavy feel of dread

My full and hearty laugh

As your blood flows free

Giggling at your hailed attempt

To hope, to hide, to flee

See you in the afterlife

Thank you for the fun

Cat and mouse amuses me

But darling, now you're done.

A Friend

So I met this funny boy

And he's really kinda cute

I read some of his poems

And my day, they did uproot

For his writing skills are lovely

And his face is quite divine

That's why I chose to write him

This cute and simple rhyme.

I feel it too

So I'm writing you this.

This perfect little love song.

And you're really worth it,

Even if it's all wrong.

Just tell me that you love me.

Cause I swear I feel it to.

I'll never leave your side

And there's nothing they can do.

I just look in your eyes

And you take away my fear.

You kiss me and I swear

The world will disappear.

So just tell me you love me.

Cause I swear I feel it to.

I'll never leave your side

And there's nothing they can do.

Just laying in your arms.

I really hope it never ends.

You make me forget

All life's twists and bends.

I know I won't ever leave you.

You can hate me if I'm lying.

I'll be with you every day.

Even if we're dying.