If Apologies Were Enough

I hate it when you lose a friend

Through time, or fights, or space

I hate when I can't talk to you

A fact that's hard to face

I really hope that you'll come back

And be a member of my life

I fear that if you stay away

It will only cause me strife

I know sometimes that I mess up

But hey, you do too

I feel like I'm the bad guy

When I know that it's not true

For life is stuck on auto pilot

We're not sure where we'll go

Sometimes we end up getting lost

And get stuck in lies so low

We try our hardest to get out

Losing friends along the way

Just hoping one day they'll come back

And then forever stay.